While I was there...I found yet another piece of ME. Yep, I found the piece that is yearning to become an athlete. Sports have always been a very important part of my life. From years of softball, cheerleading, swimming and now... walking/running! I am so addicted to this racing thing. It consumes me. As much as I struggle, it keeps calling my name and I keep answering. I have lots of regrets... so many years of abusing my body and not exercising have obviously taken it's toll. But... I may not be able to become 17 again, but I can strive to be the best 51 I can possibly be.
I am training for THE HALF MARATHON in just 3 weeks. I am nervous, excited and everything in between. Worried about finishing alive. Can I do it.... Oh YES, I can and I will. I will not set any records except the one that means the most to me... I will complete a 13.1 race, when a year ago, walking across a parking lot was a challenge.
I have lots of support from my wonderful family and friends who have encouraged me when I needed it most. I am growing stronger each and everyday.
I have felt the thrill of victory and the agony of defeat, tho the only one that can truly defeat me is.... MYSELF. I am not about to let that happen.
YES!!!YOU!!! CAN!!!!!
ReplyDeleteYou will complete the 1/2 and we will all be there cheering you on and congratulating you!You are ready,you are willing and you are able!!
Hi there. I discovered your blog through Robin's (Running Circles Around the Turtles). Congrats on your journey to finding you. I sometimes feel like I'm on that journey, kinda like "what do I want to be when I grow up" only I AM grown up lol. Looking forward to following your journey and your progress as you train for your half. I'm planning on a half next year but haven't decided which one yet. I'm scared to commit!
ReplyDeleteLisa... thank you so much for checking out my blog. I am new to the blog world, etc. I am trying to get healthy after years of overindulgence and neglect. It is indeed a long journey, but it has been exciting as well. I find so many inspirational blogs that keep me motivated. I am looking forward to following your journey as well. Thanks for the kind words... and WE will find ourselves!
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